Sunday, January 10, 2010

Hope

Some days seem like the only purpose of the day is so we can sleep at night. Today has been one of those days. All alone in my apartment, too cold to go outside, and I’m feeling a little stir crazy. I know I’m not the only one this happens to, I mean, who wants to go outside when the temperature is below zero? Snow, as beautiful as it can look, is my own prison. I let it isolate me, I don’t go out for days at a time, all because of that pretty snow that falls all around me. When I am isolated I feel trapped, stuck, stagnant; and my life is spent eating, watching movies, sleeping, taking my dog out, and sleeping more. I hope that this time in my life will lead me to better places and make me a better person. I hope. I hope that tomorrow will be different than today; that my worries will ease with a good night’s sleep. So I’ll shut my eyes tonight and fall asleep, and before I even realize it today will be yesterday.

Friday, January 8, 2010

Iowa Winter

It's winter in iowa and the gentle breezes blow,
seventy miles an hour at twenty-five below.
oh how i love iowa when the snows up to your butt
you take a breath of winter and your nose gets frozen shut.
yes the weather here is wonderful so i guess i'll hang around,
i could never leave iowa 'cause i'm frozen to the ground!

{source unknown}

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Lux's Sweet Symphony

Your caress against my neck, the intoxication of my soul, attaining a crescendo within my body.

Your kiss on my lips, the softness of your touch, the fervency encompasses our stringendo.

Our melodies intertwined, our embodiment kindled.

We feel a gentle rubato until the exaltation consumes us.

The look in your hazel eyes.

Sforzando...

Diminuendo...

Rellatanndo...

Staccato...

Kjærlighet <3


-Kait
You can do whatever you want
But you will be judged on what you choose
You can have what you desire
But you'll always fear to lose
You can believe convenient lies
But you'll never see the truth
You can love whoever you like
But you can't make them love you
You're better than this illusion
You mind is lost in a delusion
Only you can change your life
You have to fight to make it right

{Abbie}