Depression

I know that I am truly blessed, and I don't understand why I'm still depressed.  I wish that I could make you see that I don't hold the key to unlock my misery.  The pain is lost in my head somewhere, and some days it's really hard for me to bear.  I don't know where to go from here and I don't know what to do.  I'm trying my best to get through this alone because I just don't know how to explain it over the phone.  I hate that you think I choose to feel this way, and I hope that you will understand someday.


This is not the last time I will discuss depression, it plagues my life every minute of every day, but I am going to leave it here for now.

Abbie